tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78497062011-04-21T22:10:13.113-07:00...And These Are My Thoughts....-x- Tragic Thoughts -x-http://www.blogger.com/profile/02741985971225341012noreply@blogger.comBlogger751100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7849706.post-1148848607114151972006-05-28T13:35:00.000-07:002006-05-28T13:36:47.123-07:00

I'll capture these moments in pictures.I cut them up piece by piece, in hopes to find something that I couldn't see. No, there's nothing.But you knew that already.So I fell down and watched the reflection collapse. Even when the strings are cut, I still feel like the puppet I am.It's amusing how things turn out.

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mood: Happy -x- showers are slippery. -x--x- and you know what else? I feel very giddy, that's what else. And i feel very... very silly. Ha- i'm such a silly freda. -x-

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Mood: Bloated and tired. I feel kinda gross too. Probably cos i feel fat. Very fat. so i'm just sitting here, 1 in the morning and talkin' to Anthony cos there's nobody else online. (Not sayin' i wouldn't talk to him if there were other ppl online). I wish a certain somebody else was online, but hm.Sometimes I need a good slap in the face.I'm pretty cold right now. Does anybody have a blanket?

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Mood: Content-x- Slip out of the door way, and i'm there again, hiding somewhere I don't belong.Anyway, life has been pretty content, can't really complain. It's life. I'm still fuckin' happy with Tony and that proves all you assholes wrong. Despite the small little arguments me and him have had, this has to be the best, and i doubt it's going to get any better, cus it can't and as far as any

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Lost In Transition-x- I had such an awkward dream last night... well... this sfternoon. -x--- be my escape? ---x- I hate you -x-

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Mood: The same ol'... i'm doin' fine. I sat there with the best smile I could put on. Actually, it had been the best smile I had put on without a mask for a long time.His hair was in his face, as usual, and the noise of music notes floated around the room and danced in my head, leaving me to stare at those brown eyes...oh those brown eyes.Quickly i tried to hide my smile away as he asked me, "

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mood: Cheerful-x- I'm in such a good mood right now :) -x-

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mood: I'm home? no. i'll watch the sky tonight, for the shooting star that doesn't exist... and you said you were going to watch with me, but it's burning up the ashes that we can still taste from memory's past. This awkward moment isn't getting any better, and the storm isn't clearing up but I'm sure it'll be over soon- you said it'd be over soon.so i'll pick myself up from this ground and

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mood: I don't know anymorei have mucho cramps, and normally i'd take some pills but my cat fell asleep on my lap. So... yeah. I won't be moving for a while.I've been having these weird moods lately... and i don't like it. I seriously have to get back on my meds.I'm trying so hard... jesus what's wrong with me...??

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mood: confused... moody... the usual, i guess. -x- So- like the new layout? Yeah, I don't care much for it either. For all you people that don't have the same taste of music as me, just click on "stop" on your browser. (You know, the button that is next to refresh and all of 'em?) Eh, whatever. Or you can just deal with it. It only loops around once, anyway. -x--x- In other news, Pat's back, and

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mood: Content -x- I'm sitting here in Trisha's room, and I have to say now- if i make any typing mistakes, OH NO- it doesn't count. I'm on a lap top. -x-... so, anyway, all i can really say right now is that tomorrow is the official mark of two months, and hey- you gotta start somewhere, right? I'm kinda happy, and kinda nervous of how long this relationship is goign to last. Hopefully for a long

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Mood: Worried -x- I'm just sitting here. By the phone. By the computer and... who am i kidding? -x-

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Mood: Content -x- I'm hangin' out at Trisha's right now and just chillin'. I'm waiting for about six o clock to roll by so that way we can go to Hibachi's... at least, I'm goin' with her family. I know I haven't updated this thing in a while, but it's just that so much has happened lately and I haven't had the time- besides- I have had other things to write in besides this dumb online journal for

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Mood: my tummy hurts... oh well. I'll just ignore it. -x- Something does not feel right, and I'm starting to think that... no. I'll just ignore it. For anybody that hasn't been able to stay tuned in my life, I'm goin' out with Tony and I must say, I am in love with him, as always has been. Everytime I think of him I can't help but giggle to myself.yeah i'm a dork.eh, my tummy is really feeling

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Mood: "Ashes, ashes, we all fall down"... did you ever have so much anger in your body that you fell to your knees in front of your younger siblings, crying and screaming at the same time? Angry at what they did, but accidently screaming too much out because there was more to it... fear ..confusion... lost ... and you know you couldn't

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Thoughts: "I miss..." ... I can sit here for hours, telling myself that I have to clean my room, but I know I'll never actually do it.... I can sit here for hours, telling myself to start my homework, but I know I'll never actually do it.... I can sit here for hours, telling myself to go do the laundry, but I know I'll never actually do it......... and I know I can sit here for days, telling

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Mood: "Beautifully Disastrous..." ... I tried talking to my pet rocks but they won't talk back... so I'm stuck with this journal, I suppose. Speaking of journals, where's my original one? ::looks around room::... ::well, that was a pointless effort.:: I should really start cleaning my room.... nah.I can't wait until I get my car- I'll be leaving this place in search for that sky to suck me up. (

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Mood: Very romatically christmassy.... yes. Christmassy.... Well, I just got a new printer so that should all go very dandy. It's a scanner/printer/photocopier/lazer gun that will only shoot George Bush in a 50 Mile distance. Yup- this baby's got it all. I'm tryin' to find somebody to go Christmas shopping with, so, if any of you lady or gents would like to escort with me to the mall or someplace

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Thoughts? "I'm not hurt, I'm just damaged in a neatly packaged way.".... Okay, so here I am, back with another stupid online diary. I guess it's because I'm sick of having to write out my thoughts, for I don't like to use my hand, but use the keyboard which is 1239739487234x faster. Of course, I'm risking a lot of typing mistakes, but that's okay.I just woke up and i'm extremely tired right

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Mood: I'm alright -x- a lot of shit has been going on, but nothing i can't handle, i guess. Chad was there for me, and i think that's what helped me the most. -x--x- i went to waldameer on Saturday. It was pretty cool. I think the best part of it was being with Chad. :) -x--x- That's about it... i had a dream i was at wcms because i hitched a ride... that sounds a lot better than walking there,

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mood: scared but it'll go awaay ~*~ I had a dream last night about my mom... i was at this camp site and i wanted to go home but the counsler or whatever you want to call him wouldn't let me. And then he started talking all this shit about mom and he wouldn't stop, even after i tried beating him up... the only problem is that in all my dreams I'm always weak and i can't fight- i donno. It's

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hand holding - you like to be in constant physicalcontact with your special someone but you don'twant to take things too quickly.

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mood: missing chad ~*~ I would do anything.. (ok, not anything, but almost everything) just to be with Chad right now. ::sigh:: Ah, well... i GUESS i'll learn to deal :p. ~*~~*~ But anyway, i went to Ashlee's and hung out with everybody- i only took a few sips of alcohol, but that was it. After I saw Erika, i was like, "No. Not getting drunk." and i guess being with chad that night ::cough hint

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mood: Very very very giddy... ~*~ I'm so low in my energy, (i wke up around 4:30 today- and it's currently 8:19) but i took a few more caffeine pills and i'm drinking coffee so i'm set to go. :-D ~*~~*~ After much MUCH tweaking, i finally got the journal layout pretty good... i think, anyway. With some help from the credits, of course. :p ~*~~*~ I really can't talk- i should be finishing up my

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Mood: Absolutely Amazingly Happy ~*~ Went to Chris' party and left with Chad Kent Ashlee and Rolyn to the beach and it was just awesome. From jumping into the water to getting my picture with Chad under the sunset to burning that rare sand jumping spider... it was awesome. lol. And just- wow. Chad's amazing and I love him so much. ~*~::yes, Chad, I love you :D ::~*~ I wish i could replay this

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Mood: Tired as fuck ~*~ I'm just sitting here listening to Slide by Goo goo Dolls and let me tell you....... I really like chad. That's right. lol. ~*~

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Mood: Surprisingly very awake ~*~ For the record, the 28th, I think... ~*~

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Mood: upset, sorta... ~*~ It's like I said to alex, it's an open wound; an opened scar. A scar to remind me of my life and my past, and to taunt me until finally I break down...... and I do.Here I sit... fighting back tears, erasing my past, forgetting my pain, keeping myself in control... ::looks down::... and with no pants on... yeah. But the point is, I'm pushing the god damn illness away

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"I Wanna Kill You" smile... and with a touch of "Just Take The God Damn Picture"

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mood: Happy, actually... ~*~ So here I am, sitting in my room 9:40 in the morning, and it already feels like the day is gone. Sad really, because I don't want school to come anymore. I just want to go back to slee pand dream away all my problems... then again, currently I don't have any problems, except for the constant thinking of Chad... but i don't think that's a problem, now is it? :p lol.I

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mood: content... could be happier if i heard the phone ring right about now but... oh well. I think I'll make it through the night ~*~ I know that I haven't updated in this thing in a while, but hey, sorry i'm busy with my life. Deal with it. Oh well, not like anybody reads this thing anyway :p~*~ A LOT of things going on in my life. I was readin' the past entries in this thing and it went from

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mood: confused~x~ Alright, here's the deal: I can't see the computer screen right now b/c I'm sitting back in my chair w/out my contacts. So if there's any tpying errors, you'll just have to shoot me :) ~x~~x~ Updates: I love tony.--- Um... Lately I think my head is going through some problems. I've been having these problems where I'll do somethin gone day and the next day I'll either

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Mood: Ashamed ~*~ I haven't written in my diary for such a long time... then again, it's probably because I can't find it underneath all my clothes that are piled and scattered across my floor. I'll find it one of these days and be sure to update it... rather than relying on this stupid contraption that you young kids call, "computer." .... but the point is, it shows up on this thing

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Mood: Happy ~x~ Joe just left. He helped me fix up my computer which is pretty awesome-o, because i had no clue what i was doing and was close to just throwing the computer out the window... ... and I miss him already. lol. .......................Ummmm........ There's really nothin' going on in my life right now. In fact, I really shouldn't bother updating this thing anymore because there's

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Mood: Confused ~x~ So sick of everyone's shit- it pisses me off. I'll learn to deal with it, though. If i managed to get by 9th grade, then I should get over this pretty easily. But omfg people piss me off. ... There's really nothin' else going on in my life right now, because i basically already said everything yesterday that has happened recently. The only thing I can think of now is how

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Mood: Tired and my body hurts- probably from sleepin' wrong on my bed. -x- Updates to my Life: 1.) Me and krissy are friends again (ooo big shock. yeah yeah i kno.) 2.) Goin' to the mall today 3.) Not an update, but- I absolutely love joe :p 4.) Ummm... My neck hurts. 5.) ... Damn my life is boring. ... lol o well. Oh I went to Erika's party- it was... it was... intriguing... yes. That's a

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Mood: Confused ~x~ It's amazing how much you can miss something that never really meant anything to you.. and then all of a sudden it comes flashing back to you and you remember all the good times and you just... miss it. And you feel not left out, and not alone, but more of well, confused. And then you realize it was your mistake, so in either to fix it, you have to do something about it. But

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http://65.54.174.250/cgi-bin/getmsg/Picture005.jpg?curmbox=00000000%2d0000%2d0000%2d0000%2d000000000001&a=c7a057b3a832cd35232951bbf31ebe89&msg=AE23B934-6421-4E38-AE49-2537E118395F&start=0&len=81083&mimepart=3&disk=10.1.98.12_d2199&login=shortandbrief&domain=hotmail%2ecom&hm___sig=138a1b6901c4f42cf4fa2789438aff667e05945e86eaac83"> if that's not cute, then i don't know what is..

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Mood: Freezing ~x~ I'm so blah... I don't kno how to describe it. I guess all I can say right now is that I've never been happier. ... I'm going to go take a nice bath. ~x~

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Mood: Cold (yes, i know i should get a jacket or something, but obviously i'm too lazy for that... ~x~ Nothin' is going on right now except for the fact i'm watchin' my lil' brother play a video game, and then after that i'm probably gonna meet up with nick and have a "serious conversation." Are girls smarter than guys? I wish I could jump 10 miles in the air... hell i wish i could fly I

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Mood: Interested ~x~ Yo, check this out: http://www2.memlane.com/jmilner/stairwaybackwards.htm it's kinda something you wouldn't have expected.

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Mood: Daydreaming... ~x~ My stomach hurts. It's either I eat too little, or I ate too much. Oh well. God damn, I should really start writing in my diary.... i should also get started on my homework :p ... I just keep daydreaming. I was on the bus today, and I just stared out the window, watching the rain pound onto the glass. I so wanted to walk in it, but I can't cuz of my hair (i sound like

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Mood: Annoyed ~x~ I'm trying to add this butterfly to my "Profile" but i keep gettin' confused with the html. And im stubborn so i'm not using any sites for help. I wanna figure it out myself. Heh. ~x~

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Mood: Sorry for somebody... ~x~ Today's Christmas Eve... (well, here in Taiwan, anyway.) Ha- it doesn't look anything like christmas... oh well. .... and I feel so bad for my mom. Nobody wants to spend a Christmas Night by themselves, no matter how much they say they do... It's just something you need to spend with at least friends, if not family. Actually, friends are family, i guess. It's

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Mood: Itchy (I just got bit by a f* mosquito 4 times, by sitting in one spot!) ~x~ Nothin' much going on today... if you exclude the fact that me and my sister went around the whole ferakin' city today shopping and only bought one item of clothing... I lyke the music i put as the background of my diary. I think it's nice to listen to, especially in the morning and you're home-sick... I don't

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Mood: Confused ~x~ I give up. ~x~

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Mood: Pissed ~x~ Don't ever believe that something is there, because it isn't always true. And by the time you figure out it's not there, you're hopes had gone too high, and fallen too hard and too fast down. Lyfe's a bullshitter. Ever just smile at the fact that noone's there, because you figured you were strong, and then you realize there's a tear across your face? I'm so pissed off because

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Mood: Calm, cool and collective... lol. ~x~ Been a hell of a long time since the last tiem I wrote in this thing... i think it's cuz i just ahvent' found the right time for it.. I hate this keyboard. If I do any mistakes in this entry, blame it on the keyboard. I'm used to my other one back at home. So, yes... that brings me to the next topic- i'm just sitting here in Taiwan.. came out here

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Mood: Scared. ~x~ Yes, I'm scared. I'm not going to say why on here, because it sounds childish... but I'm scared. Everything is going absolutely fine with me and nick. Tonight he comforted me about something and kissed away all of the troubles that ran through my head, which is all I really needed. People don't know how thankful I am for some of my friends and Nick. Got a cell phone today..

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Every Other Day... -x- Ntohin' much goin on here. I'm in another argument wit Nick.... Not gonna get into the detail, considerin this is a public diary and i really don't want anyone seeing this or anything... :ahem:: Anyway, I know it'll eventually get better... i know it will. In the meantime, it's gonna hurt. Although, even tho we still have this fight, it's not gonna stop me from loving him

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And Every Hour We Would Spend Together... -x- I can hear the music coming from Toy Story 2 in my brother's room. (Hence, the 'And Every Hour We Would Spend Together...' I lyke the second one better than the first. -x- -x- Nick's spendin' the night at his friends house today. I miss him a lot. Yeah. A whole fuckin' day, and I can't stop thinkin' 'bout him. ::sigh:: -x- -x- Everythin' has been

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mmm...chocolate...The cure to satisfy my anger and any other negative things. *You can GET chocolate. *"If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. *You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. *You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. *Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. *You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. *If

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http://www.michaelbach.de/ot/cog_blur_nosex/index.html lmao- sometimes it's the truth..

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HAHA! Sunday School Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?'' When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''

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wow... ---------------I GOT THE SIMS 2!!!!!!!------------

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Break Away... +-x-+ I miss Nick. Yeah, he's in school right now. He said he's gonna be my doctor when he comes home. (obviously, i'm sick.) lol I love him. .... Everyday has been awesome with Nick so far. We haven't really gotten into any little arguments lately. Me and him went to Mason Farms the other day. It was funny. Oh- he also is gonna "surprise" me with something. hm. I don't know. It

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Mood: normal... +x+ ::sigh:: I seem to hate everyone more and more everyday. I guess it's because most of the people in my school are made up of posers, and inunique. (that a word? oh well.) Seems lyke nobody can be right these days. They're all the same and they piss me off. Wish they understand the meaning of "bein' yourself". +x+

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Believe The Rainbow, Taste The Rainbow. x-- i find it so much easier to type on the computer to write my thoughts rather than putting it in my diary. I guess it's cuz i'm lazy. Although, i'm still not putting my exact private thoughts on this thing. this is a journal, not a diary, dammit! --x x-- Nick is finally coming back to his mom's house this friday. I haven't seen him in a week. I miss

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And Again, they say... You're With Me by:Elegant Pain Saw the first time again, Which I haven't seen in a long long time. Thought it'd be the end of it, But it was different; it was fine. A splendid dance made for you and me. A sensation that I didn't see coming... A fortunate accident; a serendipity, I'm so glad that you're with me. That you're with me... Walked and realized I was smiling.

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Current Thoughts: "Ow." ~~~~x So yeah, today there's really nothin' goin' on. Chris asked me yesterday if i wanted to go to the thing where you get to see President Bush. I didn't want to go, but the fact that Chris had already bought me the ticket I felt kinda bad so I just said yes. Besides, I figure that Nick is goin' too, since his dad wanted him to go and bought a ticket for him. I can't

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Current Thoughts: "Why do they call it Pacific Cooler on the juice box when it doesn't really come from the Pacific Ocean?" ~~~~ Nick and I are goin' to be goin' to the Celebrate Erie thing. Ha- there shouldn't be any reason to celebrate Erie, but whatever. There's really nothin' to say except I saw Tony and Shawn yesterday when I went with my family to go to the "celebration". It was very

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Thoughts: "Why is there a diaper on the living room couch?" ~~~~ I can't find my diary, so.... ~~~~ Everyone is here at my little brother's party. It's all so very "exciting"... It's so excitin' that i am sittin' here in front of the computer typin' instead of watchin' my lil' bro open his presents.. I wonder when this party is gonna end. ~~~~ Nick and me haven't argued in a long time. That's

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How do you spell death or whatever with your hands??

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x----------------x Mood: Anxious x----------------x ~~~~ Haha, tonight was fun... very...very... how you would say? Interesting. lol. Yeah I had a fun time with Nick tonight. It was funny. Lol- i just crackin' up thinkin' 'bout it. Anyway, not only did i find a new "tickle" spot on him, we also managed to get through the night without havin' an argument about somethin'. I think everythin'

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x---------------x { Mood: nothing } x---------------x ~~~~ I couldn't possibly feel anything right now. I feel absolutely... nothing. Me and nick got into another argument again last night. i love him so much, it's a shame he doesn't see that. Even though he seemed happy when he got home, i'm more than positive it won't last until the end of today.. it never does. I honestly could say our

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x-----------------x :: Mood: Annoyed :: x-----------------x ~~~~ I'm just sittin' here in front of my computer, waitin' for Katie to come pick me up to go to waldameer. Is it just me, or is 40 minutes just a little bit late?

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x--------------x { Mood: Pissed } x--------------x ~~~~ I'm fuckin' pissed. Besides the fact that I don't have my diary with me and me not bein' able to write it in there instead of fuckin' on here, i'm pissed about somethin' else. It might be my PMS talkin', it might not. Either way, I'm mad. ~~~~ There's this girl, right? And she's gonna die. I'm gonna kill her.. literly kill her. How, you

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x-------------------------x { Mood: Tired and Hungry} x-------------------------x ~~~~ I'm just sittin' here on the computer, updatin' on this thing. Me and nick are watchin' some Powerpuff girls on tv. Lol. I love him. ~~~~ okay, since Nick read my last paragraph, i'm gonna write somethin' else about him just so because... yeah... to piss him off, I guess. lol. (but I do it out of love) So

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~~~~ I don't have the time right now to do the lil' box that says "my mood" If anythin', my mood is tired. Yes, very tired... ~~~~ Nick was supposed to call around 10:30 today... it's 48 right now. Maybe i'm just bein' a little bitch about it, maybe he doesn't want to talk to me. Either way, I lose. ~~~~ Well, nothin' else but i'm tired, so i'll update more later.

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x--------------------x { Current mood: sick } x--------------------x ~~~~ So yeah... I'm just sittin' here in front of my computer thinkin' to myself a few things. Nothin' big, nothin' small. I'll put it aside... ~~~~ The pool party I went to yesterday was a lot of fun... not the best party i've been to, but fuck, it was fun. lol. ~~~~ I talked to Nick not too long ago. It was about him, in a

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x-------------------x { Mood: Annoyed } x-------------------x ~~~~ Alright, so my step-dad just came out after I got done postin' my last entry, and he says that i can't see nick until he gets back from a meetin' or whatever. That's just great. So that gives me, what? 3 hours to see him 'n such? Whatever. I just really need to talk to him right now about a few problems...

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x------------------x { Mood: Confused } x------------------x ~~~~ Ever since, I suppose, I learned that mosquitos lay their eggs in rain puddles and such, i'm not much of a puddle splasher anymore... but we'll see. As gross as that sounds, they can't hatch their eggs in every single rain puddle... can they? That's just disgusting. There's real no point for mosquitos, is there?? IS THERE?? ~~~~

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x----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------x This is all very new to me. It's all so... interesting. haha. I guess there's really nothing to say but I'm just gonna fool around with this until I get it the way I want it to look 'n shyt. Nothin' new, nothin' old. Lyke I said, just fooling around. I guess I want a long entry that way when I

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